Sadness is so much easier sometimes. Too much comes with happiness or even the thought of being happy. The ups, the downs, the inbetweens. When you’re sad you know exactly what to expect, sadness. Much less effort. You can only be pleasantly surprised by happiness and you aren’t disappointed when the sudden joy goes back because you were already sad to begin with. 
Being sad is a one note song and I like it, but I want to be ready for a symphony.  

(Source: 500daysofpussy)